Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Maus: Between The Lines
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Peter vs. His dad
Peter Balakian struggled as an adolescent to find his cultural identity. He takes interest in the three main sports: football, basketball, and baseball. Peter becomes more introverted from his family, particularly his dad, during his teen years. He has a lot of fun with his friends, but his father thinks that he is not focused enough on his studies. “The more aloof, distant, and disapproving my father became, the more I thought of him as Armenian” (79). Peter thinks he knows what is best for himself, but his father disagrees and tries to forcefully intervene, leading to a lot of tension. This situation is a classic phenomenon in most households. Peter associates his father as Armenian because Peter does not associate himself as Armenian. The Armenian factor separates Peter and his father in Peter’s eyes.
"Born in New York City"
“The more aloof, distant, and disapproving my father became, the more I thought of him as Armenian. The truth is I never thought of my father as an immigrant…He was so thorough about not identifying with ways that might be thought of as ‘ethnic’—that generic word Americans like to use to refer to ‘the other’ …He sometimes told people he was born in New York City. ‘It makes it easier,’ he said. ‘When I die just put ‘born in New York City,’’ he told me once when I was in college. Around his Armenian friends he never said such things; they all knew he was born in Constantinople.” (79-80)
Balakian portrays his father’s desire to blend into American culture and not appear “ethnic” as a result, possibly, of his experiences during the Armenian genocide when he was part of “the other.” Negative experiences such as the “train departing Constantinople” (84), most likely the Berlin-Baghdad Railway, have made it easier for Balakian’s father to forget his past and “not identify” with the ugly side of the Armenian past. The emotions and memories Balakian’s father associates with his Armenian past are so powerful and influential that he does not even want to speak the Armenian language with his Armenian patients. Balakian’s father tells people that he was born in New York City to not only become part of the “we,” the majority of Americans born in the United States, but also to further distance himself from his Armenian past. Interestingly, Balakian’s father never mentions this false New York City birth story among his Armenian friends since “they all knew he was born in Constantinople.” Possibly, the shared experiences during the Armenian genocide have created an unspoken connection between Balakian’s father and his friends that delves deeper than the subject of birthplace. The power of these past experiences has created the feeling that only those who have lived through the same experiences can comprehend the magnitude of the Armenian genocide. Essentially, the Armenian genocide is a subject that Balakian’s father only feels comfortable acknowledging, even very subtly, with his closest companions.